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i sit here now, wondering exactly what the hell is going on. i havent really heard from anyone at all, all day. its really starting to piss me off. where is everyone? FUCKING OZZFEST! you bastards. fucking all of you! im not sour because i couldnt go, just fuckin pissed that ALL of fucking San Antonio is there, right now.
oh well, fuck it. i lost interest in it all already.
so many times should i have shot myself today... a pity i fucking didnt. "i love you". really? or are you saying this to make me happy? ahhh... -confusion ensues, followed by a few moments of sitting in the chair motionless-
shoot me already, dammit.
i stare at the fucking phone awaiting her call, yet, it never comes. FUCK YOU PHONE! YOU DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON!!! the phone sits watching me, in turn. it watches. that little fucker.
i watched UnderWorld! IT WAS GREAT! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! second time seeing it... and you know what came to mind? "Too many puppies! dun nun nun nun nuh! Getting shot in the head!" that song... by Primus. YOU FUCKING KNOW IT! DONT LIE!
jesus christ. <---(false name) i dont know what to do right now. tv? videogames? eat? smoke a cigarette? read more JTHM? WATCH SOME INVADER ZIM?!?!
fuck man... i just dont know. JESUS FUCKING ASS! (Jesus fucking ass? -laughs hysterically-) ......
fuck this...
im gonna go bang my head into a wall for an hour then go talk to Gud*.
(*Gud is God's true name. Gud is a floating cat's head)
oh well, fuck it. i lost interest in it all already.
so many times should i have shot myself today... a pity i fucking didnt. "i love you". really? or are you saying this to make me happy? ahhh... -confusion ensues, followed by a few moments of sitting in the chair motionless-
shoot me already, dammit.
i stare at the fucking phone awaiting her call, yet, it never comes. FUCK YOU PHONE! YOU DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON!!! the phone sits watching me, in turn. it watches. that little fucker.
i watched UnderWorld! IT WAS GREAT! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! second time seeing it... and you know what came to mind? "Too many puppies! dun nun nun nun nuh! Getting shot in the head!" that song... by Primus. YOU FUCKING KNOW IT! DONT LIE!
jesus christ. <---(false name) i dont know what to do right now. tv? videogames? eat? smoke a cigarette? read more JTHM? WATCH SOME INVADER ZIM?!?!
fuck man... i just dont know. JESUS FUCKING ASS! (Jesus fucking ass? -laughs hysterically-) ......
fuck this...
im gonna go bang my head into a wall for an hour then go talk to Gud*.
(*Gud is God's true name. Gud is a floating cat's head)