"And what of me? Ill die too... right?"

[unplanted_seed]

everything is so strange and weird... but isnt that how its really always been? im always "looking for something" but in actuality... im just lost and not really serving a purpose, just NOTHING and empty and whatever. its quite amusing, i think i believe... i really dont know.
i look at the decaying floor a lot, because it looks like its about to fall away. and if i fell, well, exactly where would i goooo?????????? you dont know!!! and neither do i!!! DAMMIT FUCKERS!!! fear my iced tea!!! FEAR IT!!!

fuck... WHAT AM I DOING???? theres definately something i should be doing with my life... WHAT IS IT?!?!?!?! i really really need to knoooooooow!!! because... it would help ^_^ whaddya think? believe me?!?! wahahahahahahahaha!!! of course not >.>

dont three-legged dogs look funny?

i wonder if anyone even understands or cares? i mean... TRULY fuckin understands and/OR cares.... because.... im find it increasingly harder to believe that anyone does anymore... why would they? how would they? shoooouuuuullllld they?!?!?! hehe no seriously NO come on should they????
what the fuck? why do i even care? whys it matter? fuck!

god dammit, i need a gun...

....bang.