j.
Hes not coming back.....ever. I wish I knew how to act the way I feel and say what I really mean. I thought it was a game before...I didn't really believe it. I don't really want him now, theres only so much I can take and I'm not the best girl for him anyway, I wish I could be. I'm only going to get worse &he's only going to get better, it's really worth it.