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Haven't posted in forever. whoops.
Last week sucked. The kids were sucking and I was just not happy. And it was really starting to get me down, but I'm pretty sure that it just sucked because I was PMSing. Which actually was a little comforting because when work sucks I start wish I wasn't doing it any more. I'm still looking for jobs. Usually about once a week. I heard back about one job that sounded perfect for me. And while it was short and to the point of 'no job for you' I was at least a little happy to get an email at all. It made me think that somebody might have actually spend a few seconds thinking about me.
It's finally starting to get warm. It was in the 60's this weekend. I went for a run outside in the park. I just wish the park was a little closer because it is like a 15 minute walk each way and I don't want to run there because it kind of defeats the point of running in the park to spend a good chunk just running in the street. Plus I've only ever seen one white person running in the street (no Koreans) so I wonder what kind of looks I'd get. Not that they could be any worse then what I get now. Especially when I'm in my workout clothes. I really just need to start doing this in the morning. I'm not even tired in the morning, but getting myself to do anything more then sitting or laying and staring is very difficult.
I want to start traveling. And I think I will on the weekends. I was hoping to try for every other weekend.
I have a new friend here. We went out for coffee today, but she is having a really hard time at her school. I really hope that she can work it all out. I don't want her to leave.
I've been in an odd mood recently. I've spent a lot of time just sitting and staring. No music. Not tired. Just kind of a malaise.
Last week sucked. The kids were sucking and I was just not happy. And it was really starting to get me down, but I'm pretty sure that it just sucked because I was PMSing. Which actually was a little comforting because when work sucks I start wish I wasn't doing it any more. I'm still looking for jobs. Usually about once a week. I heard back about one job that sounded perfect for me. And while it was short and to the point of 'no job for you' I was at least a little happy to get an email at all. It made me think that somebody might have actually spend a few seconds thinking about me.
It's finally starting to get warm. It was in the 60's this weekend. I went for a run outside in the park. I just wish the park was a little closer because it is like a 15 minute walk each way and I don't want to run there because it kind of defeats the point of running in the park to spend a good chunk just running in the street. Plus I've only ever seen one white person running in the street (no Koreans) so I wonder what kind of looks I'd get. Not that they could be any worse then what I get now. Especially when I'm in my workout clothes. I really just need to start doing this in the morning. I'm not even tired in the morning, but getting myself to do anything more then sitting or laying and staring is very difficult.
I want to start traveling. And I think I will on the weekends. I was hoping to try for every other weekend.
I have a new friend here. We went out for coffee today, but she is having a really hard time at her school. I really hope that she can work it all out. I don't want her to leave.
I've been in an odd mood recently. I've spent a lot of time just sitting and staring. No music. Not tired. Just kind of a malaise.