Amazing.
Yesterday was bliss. We unfortunately didn't attend Kyla's party, but I got to have a night with Jeff that I felt like I wouldn't have again. We sat and watched a movie, and we kind of cuddled, I got to lay over him and he didn't care, he even seemed like he liked it, it was awesome. It made me picture having an apartment with him in afew years and coming home after a hard day at work to having him there. It would be amazing. I love him so much, the feeling I get when I'm with him, it's just so...comfortable. To be able to laugh with him, even when he's making a smart joke about me lol. I hope everyone can feel it someday.
Yesterday, I also realized how much I could never just be friends with Jeff again. I would hate anyone else who dated him, who got those feelings of laughter and love for him. I know I would lose a great friendship (along with Nicks, and Kyla's, and Adam's) if something happened between us.
Yesterday, I also realized how much I could never just be friends with Jeff again. I would hate anyone else who dated him, who got those feelings of laughter and love for him. I know I would lose a great friendship (along with Nicks, and Kyla's, and Adam's) if something happened between us.