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Hmm
So this is what the next few weeks/ month are going to be like and the options to go along with it:
Sept 7, Mitch comes in at 7pm in Norfolk ... he will drive the 7 hours to bristol and I will pick him up sometime early on the 8th.
which writing this it just occured to me that Mitch has an expired DL and I bet 20 bucks they wount let him rent the car. Ooh yeah that is going to go over well. Tard ... Well lets hope he can play his military card well because he is really going to need it
I told him to renew it online 100 times
anyways back to the schedule.
Well when Mitch gets here he gets here on the 12th we are supposed to go to fla until the 26th.
Then I am in cali for some unknown amount of time until I feel like coming back I guess and this is where the options begin.
option a) Come back to tn, countinue working at shoney's and ... find some other job that is going to be a little more stable. I am planning on living here majority of the time because the situation ... makes more sense up here for me and boog. pros: Will have an established job for when its time boog comes back that might be more professional and ... would have a better shot at starting something with a long term commitment ( like school ) Cons: Being here alone in winter will suck, I work with pills heads and druggies if I do anything social ... its going to be trouble especially with being sad without boog.
Option b) stay in fla until its time to get boog. I can make waaaay more money there working jobs there and it would be a ton more fun, Shelley, Anna, Kyle, Dani and James will be there not to mention my family. Danielle said it would be fine I lived with her but I would be responsible for my personal expenses. Pro's: ... Its florida... civilization ... internet lol. Aaron wants me to work on drafting which is what im considering going to school for. It would allow me to get a feel for it. No cold. I could make way more money there with the snow birds. Friends are a plus also the show is going to be in winter quaters there and I can maybe work on something with alain. Cons: I will kinda just be wasting time around there ... since I don't plan to be there long term, Its going to be more expensive... I will be back under danielles roof however she told me harry wount be my responsibility, and I am free to do whatever.
Option c) ... which isn't one I ever really was into or have thought about is I can always stay in california and live with mitch and boog and ... play fake house until he makes me want to scream in self hatred ... and then I leave. Pros: being around boog, its san diego bitch what can be wrong with that? Nice apartment things paid for ... living on the other coast. Cons: giving Mitchell that sense of having a wife again.... which I have no intentions of leading him on. Still have no real plans to stay there full time. Big move and its depending on mitch full time again.
in any of the options I have GOT to get a job now that I have car payments and I told Mitch I didn't want his help once he started caring for boog full time. So I will also have my cell phone bill. I already pay for all of my food and personal bills and rent and stuff with mom, he just covers my phone car insurance and my credit card bills which ... is only because I can't set up bill payment with the bank I have here in Tn and I have no other way to pay the bills . Anywhere I go I am going to have to work and stuff and really thats good. I want to be doing that.
until I moved to Italy I was never once a ... don't work person. I've always had a job working 40+ hours a week as long as I could get a job. So im looking forward to pouring myself into new jobs and things.
So what would you do?
Meanwhile I am hungry, and ready to finish another book off tonight.
So this is what the next few weeks/ month are going to be like and the options to go along with it:
Sept 7, Mitch comes in at 7pm in Norfolk ... he will drive the 7 hours to bristol and I will pick him up sometime early on the 8th.
which writing this it just occured to me that Mitch has an expired DL and I bet 20 bucks they wount let him rent the car. Ooh yeah that is going to go over well. Tard ... Well lets hope he can play his military card well because he is really going to need it
I told him to renew it online 100 times
anyways back to the schedule.
Well when Mitch gets here he gets here on the 12th we are supposed to go to fla until the 26th.
Then I am in cali for some unknown amount of time until I feel like coming back I guess and this is where the options begin.
option a) Come back to tn, countinue working at shoney's and ... find some other job that is going to be a little more stable. I am planning on living here majority of the time because the situation ... makes more sense up here for me and boog. pros: Will have an established job for when its time boog comes back that might be more professional and ... would have a better shot at starting something with a long term commitment ( like school ) Cons: Being here alone in winter will suck, I work with pills heads and druggies if I do anything social ... its going to be trouble especially with being sad without boog.
Option b) stay in fla until its time to get boog. I can make waaaay more money there working jobs there and it would be a ton more fun, Shelley, Anna, Kyle, Dani and James will be there not to mention my family. Danielle said it would be fine I lived with her but I would be responsible for my personal expenses. Pro's: ... Its florida... civilization ... internet lol. Aaron wants me to work on drafting which is what im considering going to school for. It would allow me to get a feel for it. No cold. I could make way more money there with the snow birds. Friends are a plus also the show is going to be in winter quaters there and I can maybe work on something with alain. Cons: I will kinda just be wasting time around there ... since I don't plan to be there long term, Its going to be more expensive... I will be back under danielles roof however she told me harry wount be my responsibility, and I am free to do whatever.
Option c) ... which isn't one I ever really was into or have thought about is I can always stay in california and live with mitch and boog and ... play fake house until he makes me want to scream in self hatred ... and then I leave. Pros: being around boog, its san diego bitch what can be wrong with that? Nice apartment things paid for ... living on the other coast. Cons: giving Mitchell that sense of having a wife again.... which I have no intentions of leading him on. Still have no real plans to stay there full time. Big move and its depending on mitch full time again.
in any of the options I have GOT to get a job now that I have car payments and I told Mitch I didn't want his help once he started caring for boog full time. So I will also have my cell phone bill. I already pay for all of my food and personal bills and rent and stuff with mom, he just covers my phone car insurance and my credit card bills which ... is only because I can't set up bill payment with the bank I have here in Tn and I have no other way to pay the bills . Anywhere I go I am going to have to work and stuff and really thats good. I want to be doing that.
until I moved to Italy I was never once a ... don't work person. I've always had a job working 40+ hours a week as long as I could get a job. So im looking forward to pouring myself into new jobs and things.
So what would you do?
Meanwhile I am hungry, and ready to finish another book off tonight.