Dang it's been a while hasn't it ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this way in a long time. I hate this part. I hate the rollercoaster ride of emotion.

Jealousy
Anger
Lonliness

3 worst emotions ever.

I haven't actually posted anything on here in forever...where to begin ( Read more... )

i work a lot.

i drink when i can.

summer is here.

life better be over as it is right now.

i'm so over this ish.

i have so much homework this weekend so please don't do anything fun. wait for me until next week. deal? deal.

grrr...2 mas days.

I've had this journal for almost 4 years now. I don't even know why I still write in it. It never really says anything ( Read more... )

I had to ask my dad for money today. The bastards at Haley Realty are reeming our asses for money that we owe to them for a cat that we don't even have anymore. So after much embarrassment in having to ask my dad, who I know doesn't mind helping us, he offered to pay the entire bill, for all of us, not just me. He's the greatest dad ever. I just ( Read more... )

Lately things aren't going all that well. To start with we owe some major $$$ to the landlords...and the people who agreed to help us pay are not paying up, that's not the worst, one of my supposed bffs won't even speak to me...hmmm...wonder why. We've been through a lot together and because of about $122 she won't even answer her phone ( Read more... )

fuck it.

sigh.

smile kids.

smile.