Feb 23, 2006 23:59
i dont know what to write in here anymore. this use to be a place of reflection and hope...but in a sick and twisted way it has become my cry for help. i'm not sure what is going on in my life right now. i dont really want to know. i just wish i could stay young forever. i miss him. i miss her...and her. i'm hurting inside. i never got to say goodbye. i miss him too.
why is it that in life you never keep what you need, you never think you are good enough, you never believe? if i had more self confidence...this wouldnt be a problem. how do you build self confidence? can anyone answer me that?
why do i always do this to myself?