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Got a little bit of sleep last night. Was still having the panic attacks so mum had to stay right outside the bathroom door until she could open it :/ but my medication increase seems to have helped a little. I haven't panicked as much. Stayed with Mum all night but I managed to get to the bathroom on my own. How pathetic, 18 years old and I need someone to go to the bathroom with me *rollseyes* I just get very panicky. But yes I'm feeling better today. Not great, but better and am wanting to get out and go to Uni which is good :) Got my cousin tonight who I love so with a bit of luck that might cheer me up a bit. Just taking it easy. Had lots of texts from Michael today *sighs* saying that he was happy I remembered his birthday yesterday, thanked me for the happy birthday text and I managed to build up the courage to ask him to meet up soon and he said yes! Yay! Sarah hun, Michael is basically this guy I've liked since forever. Well 13 anyway :P So we're going to Hertfordshire when I'm better. He was like please feel better soon! Keeps trying to get me to go to Herts Uni which obviously I can't but have told him that if I'm feeling better I might be able to transfer next year which would be really nice actually! Get away from the parents and all ;) Anyway, gonna check MySpace, the Blair board of course :P and then listen to my mp3 player for a bit then read :)