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Yerp that was the sound of being coming back down to earth from cloud 9 rapidly :/ Got my results for my A Levels. a C and two bloody Ds again!!! Seriously what have I got to do? Best part was the Ds were both for English and I thought I'd do best in English Lit but it was sociology cos I got a C for Crime and Deviance and A for Religion (that was Sue's lesson) So I'm kind of devastated today :'( I was that bad I actually hugged Sue. Sue Hoyle! LMAO I guess she wasn't too bad after all.
I'm just really confused now because I don't know how exactly I feel about having to do a third year. In one aspect I'm really happy cos I just don't feel like I'm ready for Uni this year. In a year's time, if I've managed to get a job and saved some money then I'm gonna have my bags packed months before hehe but at the same time I really want to go this year too. I didn't think I was bothered. So far up to now it really hasn't phased me that I wouldn't be going, but now I know I'm not I'm also kinda sad too :/ It's just so bizarre. I'm confused incredibly much!!!
So now it's back to looking for a job again. I've been trying literally all day with this jobseekers thing, but if I'm doing part time college too they have to give me this other kind of benefit and believe me it's so unbelievably annoying! I finally got a number I need and it wasn't even bloody recognised >:( WTH are you supposed to do?! I'll make a better entry letter cos there's more to put in but Mum's here right now and it's about her :P
I'm just really confused now because I don't know how exactly I feel about having to do a third year. In one aspect I'm really happy cos I just don't feel like I'm ready for Uni this year. In a year's time, if I've managed to get a job and saved some money then I'm gonna have my bags packed months before hehe but at the same time I really want to go this year too. I didn't think I was bothered. So far up to now it really hasn't phased me that I wouldn't be going, but now I know I'm not I'm also kinda sad too :/ It's just so bizarre. I'm confused incredibly much!!!
So now it's back to looking for a job again. I've been trying literally all day with this jobseekers thing, but if I'm doing part time college too they have to give me this other kind of benefit and believe me it's so unbelievably annoying! I finally got a number I need and it wasn't even bloody recognised >:( WTH are you supposed to do?! I'll make a better entry letter cos there's more to put in but Mum's here right now and it's about her :P