Thoughts with Insomnia
My life of last six years has been filled with more fear than anything else. I really am scared of absolutely everything and I've let that fear master me and control me for so long now that I don't know how to live without it. The funny part is, I'm just as afraid of succeeding as I am of failing.
Jokes and deflection, escapism into games and entertainment. Living in the past and never planning too far into a future that I can't see or dream about anymore.
I feel like I'm wanding in the darkness like the blind.
How does a person change?
Jokes and deflection, escapism into games and entertainment. Living in the past and never planning too far into a future that I can't see or dream about anymore.
I feel like I'm wanding in the darkness like the blind.
How does a person change?