part two, i forgot something
here we go again....
i miss my friendship with matthew. Our friendship has change, which well happens and i knew would happen. it seems like most of the time i bother him.... i know he's really busy, i am too.... i know he's made new friends, i have too..... but he made a comment last week that's been kinda eating at me...... he said that he was hoping to get a truck...... and then that i would not have to know what he's doing and where he's going........ that's fine, but the only time he calls is when he wants to use the car..... if he get's his own car, i'm never going to hear from him..... i know things have changed, but i still love him... and i would still like to spend time with him.....
the summer is coming and he may be going to europe.... i'm really happy he's going.... it'll be a great experience for him.... and we definetly need that time apart, since we haven't been away from each other for more than a week in probably two years... we need a break.....
my extended family is getting a boat this summer and my cousin asked who i was bringing with me....... i told her no one, because other than matt i don't know who i would bring... who else of my friends could i make spend 4 days with my family..... but he can't go, and i really wish he could
i miss my friendship with matthew. Our friendship has change, which well happens and i knew would happen. it seems like most of the time i bother him.... i know he's really busy, i am too.... i know he's made new friends, i have too..... but he made a comment last week that's been kinda eating at me...... he said that he was hoping to get a truck...... and then that i would not have to know what he's doing and where he's going........ that's fine, but the only time he calls is when he wants to use the car..... if he get's his own car, i'm never going to hear from him..... i know things have changed, but i still love him... and i would still like to spend time with him.....
the summer is coming and he may be going to europe.... i'm really happy he's going.... it'll be a great experience for him.... and we definetly need that time apart, since we haven't been away from each other for more than a week in probably two years... we need a break.....
my extended family is getting a boat this summer and my cousin asked who i was bringing with me....... i told her no one, because other than matt i don't know who i would bring... who else of my friends could i make spend 4 days with my family..... but he can't go, and i really wish he could