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Oct 22, 2005 13:12

"Dedicated"
By Bobbi
I remember it was earlier this year
I know when I think about it there will be a tear
I went to a party
It was for my friend
I wish I could re-live that night over and over again.
I met some cool people. Ill never forget
But theres one still in my mind
A special one that I met
We had a lot in common
I guess we hit it off from the start
But I never thought this beautiful beginning
Would turn into a broken heart
We started talking on line at least every day
“ I cant belive hes talking to ME” I would say
he seemed amazing and then he asked me out
I knew I was the luckiest girl in the world without a doubt
I remember our first date
We saw the ring 2
It wasn’t scary because I was with you.
Some months went by
We were still together
“ never leave me” he said
I knew I wouldn’t ever.
But one day I made a mistake
A mistake that would kill me inside
I wish I didn’t make it.
I would rather have died.
I ruined a lot of things for me and him
My life will always be dim.
Theres never a day after we broke up
That I would look up and ask God
Why did I do this?
Why did I sin?
I promise you God this will never happen again.
But now I go every day and carrier a barrier around
I go in my room and cry. Without making a sound
I don’t think I will ever be the same
Not ever in my life.
Sometimes I think of ending it
With a knife.
I don’t know who I was or what I was thinking that day
But ever since then I have had to pay
The only thing that would kill this pain
Is for you to come back to me to make me sane
I know I made a mistake. I know I hurt you
But im hurting its burning inside I wish you knew.
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