Oct 19, 2005 22:38
wow..... long time no see again.. haha.
man i missed livejournal.
i havent written in heere in 3456 years. but yeah anyways! man things have had a drastic change.like majorly. ever since i wrote in here last anyways. Unfortuantly im unhappy to say im single. and still wishing i was with Bobby. no im not afraid to be open with it becuase he knows it and alot of people know it. but i made a mistake. dont we all.... and we learn.. and i most definetly learned from that. i mean my love situation rigth now is layin kinda low. i mean right now. im kinda focusing on God and trying to make my life better. and trying to do good in school. and my music. Yea i wish i had a band. that would be pretty awesome. But im my own band right now. ha just me and my guitar.
yep,,, well i have a new obsession. burning cds.. lol i figured out yes I figured out how to burn cds. i usually burn one every day or a few every week. its quite pleasurable and saves me money. since i dont have a freaking job. well i turn 16 in december. (( december 20th)) so im old enough to get a job. which partly sucks. but at the same time doesnt because i wont be a broke loser. i get my license in FEBRUARY. yes man! i cant wait. Im asking for a scion TC. which i have high hopes on gettin. i just have to keep my grades up and such. grarrh... but im doing pretty good in school right now. i mean if im not failing all my classes. i call that doing good lol. im feeling pretty bad right now cuz i got a freaking 21 on my civics test... grr.. extra credit for Bobbi time.
well anyways i totally missed the saosin concert on tuesday. i mean i was sick.. i had a really bad cold. and i mean i had a ride and everything it was just my only ride home would have had to leave at 9.. i mean no haha.. its just not worth it so i was like screw it i saw them at warped.. and i was thinking about going to the senses fail concert tonight but they suck live. i also saw them at warped. so your just better off listening to their cds. but yeah AAR are comming to tremont soon. might be cool to see them. man i love tremont. they have like so many different bands there. its just awesome. also scapegoat is playing on saturday. i mean i wanna go but i probaly will end up not going because im just a slacker like that.
Anyways, lets see tomorrow is a A day and i have missed 2 of those becuas ei have been out sick.. haha well actually on friday i wasnt sick my mom just let me stay home. cuz i mean whats the point in haveing thrusday off and going to school on friday. its pointless. plus my grades are pretty high right now so she let me slide. but i still gotta do damn make up work.. grrr. man i cant wait for friday! im gonig to scareowinds.. oh yeh and if anyone reading this actually wants to come with me. just tell me im me myspace me whatever. its more fun to go with a group of people. i still have no idea what im going to do for halloween. i mean trick or treating is an option... but i mean that gets boring unless your at a party or something. im hopeing to be a pirate. i have a sudden liking for themm:) hmm. oh yeah and damn im really pissed off.. my cat Pooch.. yeah Pooch is missing :( he didnt have a collar on or anything.. im worried but i have already put signs up.. hopefully he will turn up?
well its off to bed for me. goodnight.
<3 Bobbi