May 04, 2005 03:28
I've been drunk nearly every night since friday. I'm just so sick of nothing. I'm almost 20, not quite a youth anymore.
What happened to 17 18 and 19? It's almost a blur. I want to do something more, but I don't know what. I want to find someone to spend my time with, but where do i find them?
Vodka and sleep seems to comfort me. And I guess it will a few nights longer. But that's okay, is it not?