So,things are good.For the most part.Communication needs to be improved.Last night and the night before I partied,but not crazy..just went and chilled.Its so fuckin cold outside,I hate it.Today is shit so far.I've been waking up to an empty house every morning lately.Not getting to see anyone until late night.School,I'm not sure how thats going.Im ( Read more... )

Its Saturday which means Monday is my last day of school in West Fork AR.I went to A biker rally last night and the night before.Also I went to homecoming with Nubbie.It was flippin crazy.Our football team won!! 21-0.My friend Andrew said since it was the last game I'd get to see he'd win it for me.What are friends for ya know? I bought 2 new CDs ( Read more... )

So,the good news is my parents are trying to work it out,but im the one doing all the work.I'm checking the bus schedules and doing all that I can to get there for homecoming :-D Last night was our HS football game against the Ozark Hillbillies (I kid you not).Not like the West Fork Tigers is really original but at least were not hillbillies.After ( Read more... )

Now I'm even more scared.I'm a turn off.Agh.I've been this way.Its me and you knew it before so I really hope you dont hate me and think I'm going to be likr her.I do things ocasionally.I never over do it to the point of making out with random people,or the other things listed.I do it for the thrills and the amazing high I get.I'm sorry if any of ( Read more... )

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Ugh,today was good...right? I waas doing fine.Then suddenly it hit meh,like a ton of feathers.I'm all secluded.At first I thought I was doing it to myself,but today I relized it was other people.Ha my friend Tieara (who likes gals) wrote me this letter saying "If you were a lesbian,I'd so try n' go out with you" that made me feel a lil' bettah,I ( Read more... )

Another lonely night.Got ditched,so I'm at home with Chris.I'm tired of being alone all the time.The thoughts in my head start to go bad.Its like milk that you leave out way too long.Oh well.Last night I went searching for a taper and had no luck so today me and my sister were supposed to hit up a piercing parlor,but again no such luck,I havnt left ( Read more... )

Today was very uneventfull,cept' Rods LJ that I'm really wondering about.I've been asleep for most of the day,getting a lil better.I'm bored right now.Just talked to Cheese about it and she has no clue eaither.Blah.Now I have to wait for my sister and her hubbie to come home from fishing,then were headed into town to return some stuff and hopefully ( Read more... )

So I went to the doctors today.I have tonsilitis and needa get them taken out dude,but we're about to go on a mini vacation real soon :-( tonight we're going to mena.Out in the boonies.It hurts like mad and I havnt got my perscription filled yet.I'm missing school for the second time this week and tomorrows' the third.I'm gonna have so much make-up ( Read more... )