the pain down in your soul was the same as the one down in mine
my adventure thursday didn't work quite as well as i was hoping.
my plan was to take the 756 smart bus from Oakland to downtown pontiac, then take the 450 all the way down woodward to jefferson, and hop the 620 or the 610 or something similar going to grosse pointe and surprise everyone. it should have been an hour and a half trip or so. i left oakland at 1:30 and didn't get home until around 7:30. I had several buses drive past me where the driver gave me some evil look, shrugged their shoulders at me, and kept driving. so after 2 hours of waiting at the stop at larned and woodward downtown, my friends came and picked me up.
fuck the bus system.
i was about to jump off the 450 when we got to the huntington woods / berkley area and walk to scott's or heather's or dave's or aaron's from woodward just to see who i could find and surprise. i miss everybody out there so much, i was seriously considering it.
i almost don't like going home anymore. it means fighting with my parents (who tried to regulate last night and told me my curfew was going to be 10 pm, and when i said fuck that and came home at 11 they took my house key away again and threatened to kick me out) and being put on some self-pity kick by one of my friends. every time i see him, he asks me why i haven't found a boyfriend yet, or why it's so hard for me to find one, or something along those lines. might as well ask me why i have no one to love me. although, i am working on it a lot harder than the guy knows. and i have plenty of time to be patient.
my plan was to take the 756 smart bus from Oakland to downtown pontiac, then take the 450 all the way down woodward to jefferson, and hop the 620 or the 610 or something similar going to grosse pointe and surprise everyone. it should have been an hour and a half trip or so. i left oakland at 1:30 and didn't get home until around 7:30. I had several buses drive past me where the driver gave me some evil look, shrugged their shoulders at me, and kept driving. so after 2 hours of waiting at the stop at larned and woodward downtown, my friends came and picked me up.
fuck the bus system.
i was about to jump off the 450 when we got to the huntington woods / berkley area and walk to scott's or heather's or dave's or aaron's from woodward just to see who i could find and surprise. i miss everybody out there so much, i was seriously considering it.
i almost don't like going home anymore. it means fighting with my parents (who tried to regulate last night and told me my curfew was going to be 10 pm, and when i said fuck that and came home at 11 they took my house key away again and threatened to kick me out) and being put on some self-pity kick by one of my friends. every time i see him, he asks me why i haven't found a boyfriend yet, or why it's so hard for me to find one, or something along those lines. might as well ask me why i have no one to love me. although, i am working on it a lot harder than the guy knows. and i have plenty of time to be patient.