i thought i was doing good
soo.... i thought i was doing really well with just looking at boys... there's nothing wrong with that. but low and behold the randomness on a late saturday night left a surprise for my "heart"... yeah... great fun there... getting back into the groove of crushing... which i never understood the term. i guess it's the feeling one experiences when they realize that the person they like is liking someone else.
yeah needless to say that's what happened to me. and i'm not going to lie... it hurt. the weird thing was that i just me the guy. but he told us so much about him that i felt like i've known him for a while. he's such a nice guy, and i'm almost positive that he's a Christian... i feel like i can relate to some of the things he's experienced. but now it's deemed to be nothing more than friends. which i mean, it's not the worst thing in the world.. that's the most import part of any relationship anyway. so i'm all for friends. that's what i wanted to do in the first place. but still a girl can hope... and when he tells her he likes someone else, her hopes get crushed, and she resents people she's never met, and will never think that the other girl is good enough.... because he belongs with her :]
oh well... i'm getting over it. i just need to focus on keeping my priorities straight. and i know he'll be a good friend. :]
yeah needless to say that's what happened to me. and i'm not going to lie... it hurt. the weird thing was that i just me the guy. but he told us so much about him that i felt like i've known him for a while. he's such a nice guy, and i'm almost positive that he's a Christian... i feel like i can relate to some of the things he's experienced. but now it's deemed to be nothing more than friends. which i mean, it's not the worst thing in the world.. that's the most import part of any relationship anyway. so i'm all for friends. that's what i wanted to do in the first place. but still a girl can hope... and when he tells her he likes someone else, her hopes get crushed, and she resents people she's never met, and will never think that the other girl is good enough.... because he belongs with her :]
oh well... i'm getting over it. i just need to focus on keeping my priorities straight. and i know he'll be a good friend. :]