so yeah... an update i guess
Friends are weird people. sometimes they're they greatest to be around. other times you feel like they're ignoring you. i was thinking about elementary school today and there was one day at lunch, we were in the cafeteria and Monika told all the girls around me that they were pretty, but purposely left me out. she did stuff like that to me all the time. i came to the conclusion this evening that she was a bully. i didn't really realize that before, but that's what she was.
in any event, about ignoring.. i was being ignored. i felt it, but i didn't want to say anything. i kept pushing to hang out with her, but she didn't seemed like she was interested. then we finally did, and after a couple hours of talking, she told me that she had been avoiding me. it hurt... i'm not gonna deny it. it's not fun to hear stuff like that. but we're better now. we talked through it, and i think it stregthened our relationship.
i've been "dating a lot" according to some people, but i honestly didn't think of a lot of them as dates... and nothing has really come out of any of them... just awkwardness, and uncomfortable feeling... i won't really get into it on here.. i haven't told many people about it anyway. it's not something i'd consider myself proud of.
it was Ashley's Birthday on Monday!!!! YAY!!! she was pressured to drink now that she could. it was a little weird, i'm not gonna lie. But then we all went and saw Yellowcard... that was a pretty awesome concert. i enjoyed it even though i didn't really know many of the songs... it's nice to "rock out" sometimes... get out of the norm that is everyday living.
Karianne is leaving torrow morning, so i went and said goodbye. i'm going to miss her even though we didn't hang out much. the thing was, that when we did hang out, i had so much fun. she's an awesome person... she's not lying about that ;]
and that is all for now... i have to go to the store, then to pick up Brittany :]
in any event, about ignoring.. i was being ignored. i felt it, but i didn't want to say anything. i kept pushing to hang out with her, but she didn't seemed like she was interested. then we finally did, and after a couple hours of talking, she told me that she had been avoiding me. it hurt... i'm not gonna deny it. it's not fun to hear stuff like that. but we're better now. we talked through it, and i think it stregthened our relationship.
i've been "dating a lot" according to some people, but i honestly didn't think of a lot of them as dates... and nothing has really come out of any of them... just awkwardness, and uncomfortable feeling... i won't really get into it on here.. i haven't told many people about it anyway. it's not something i'd consider myself proud of.
it was Ashley's Birthday on Monday!!!! YAY!!! she was pressured to drink now that she could. it was a little weird, i'm not gonna lie. But then we all went and saw Yellowcard... that was a pretty awesome concert. i enjoyed it even though i didn't really know many of the songs... it's nice to "rock out" sometimes... get out of the norm that is everyday living.
Karianne is leaving torrow morning, so i went and said goodbye. i'm going to miss her even though we didn't hang out much. the thing was, that when we did hang out, i had so much fun. she's an awesome person... she's not lying about that ;]
and that is all for now... i have to go to the store, then to pick up Brittany :]