Mar 10, 2006 10:51
Someone once told me that I am much happier when I am with someone. Well when I have a girlfriend. I really dont think thats it. I am most happy when I have someone there that I can hold and just generally be with. But the person I want to be with I really cant we both dont have time for each other and my past keeps coming up to bite me in the ass. Its like I try to tell certain people to leave me alone I've go on with my life and they just wont leave. This is not directed to anyone of my friends but certain women that just keep trying to come back into my life. So if any of them (you) are reading this, LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE, STOP CALLING, AND DONT SHOW UP TO MY HOUSE ANYMORE.
On to more drama. People keep asking is there some drama going on between Matt and I. Why would there be I have no problem with him. It makes no sense that anyone is asking me this seeing how I dont do or say shit that I am aware of that would indicate me being an ass to him. Other than I dont care what him or anyone else does its not my business. So do yourselves a favor and stop trying to read into shit that is not there. And last night the only reason I didnt want everyone to go with me to get the tattoo is because Chico's tattoo place is always crowded and he told my friend to stop bringing all her friends there unless they're going to do something, so I rather not bring all my friends and he gets mad at me especially when he is hooking me up. So if you did get mad about it sorry but my tattoo is more important to me right now than hurting someones feelings.
Ok so I went to Chico's last night by myself. Chico made the baddest tattoo I've ever seen. But he said since theres alot of detail I have to do it in sections. Let one heal then go to the next which is pretty much as I figured. So its all good. He is also starting to draw my dragon for my back the head looks bad ass. I told him I want kaos in japanese letter and he said that he would see what he could do but he told me not to get it on my forearm. Instead he said he would put with somewhere with the dragon which I'm sure would look awesome. I think all my crazy ideas for tattoo's and his bad ass drawings will make for some sick body art.