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maybe im not happy
what if im not meant too be happy
what if im not the lucky few that would have a happy ending
what if im just here too break hearts and be rude
what if im just put on earth too hurt people i care about
what if i can't love someone
what if all i can do is just give up hope
what if i have no hope for myself
i cant be happy
when happiness is at the bottom of a bottle
i have no one
i can honestly say im alone
i can't commit
am i just afraid of love
or just a sucker
she'll never know how much she means too me
because i never show it
because i am afraid
afraid of what??
the most she can say is she doesnt feel the same
i dont know what life holds for me
love??
a four letter word
it doesnt mean much when its said from a broken heart
i have loved
losted love
hated people
hurt many of people
im not a bad guy
just a lil' misunderstood
who am i kidding i know i'm no good
but...
im trying too get better
time heals all she says
what happens when time runs out???