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I once had a dream
A fantasy
Where I seen the most perfect girl
In a spot
A place
Far away
Only in pictures
Text
And a voice I fell in love with
Her name natasha
Met her only once
But talked too her for a life time
Sweaty plams as I held her hands
For the first time I was happy
Me
A loser
A scumbag
I don't derserve her
But she sees the good in me
Even when I don't
I can't replace someone soo perfect
But I gave my love away
She hated me
Said things I never heard from her
It hurt
I derserved it
I truly was scum
I'm trying too win her love back
People told me I'm dumb
For loving someone I only met once
Well they don't know love
I'll fight for her
I'm trying
Wait for me...