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i keep forgetting thanksgiving is a month away. i want it to be now. no. i want to leave now. i want to see marcus, i want to see the west coast. i want to be doing something different. i want to take someone with me. i want to take everyone with me. i dont want to leave my friends and the comforts of familiarity and home. but i have to do it alone. i need to be able to follow my own selfish, impulsive desires. i am a dickhole. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT I WANT. fuck me.
the internet is down on all the computers except the one on the 3rd floor, which my sisters use so im listening to all the music theyve downloaded, its fun. im on my 5th repeat of Don't Stop Me Now by Queen.awesome. everytime i hear it i see danielle boppin in her car with the most gigantic smile on her face. it makes me smile.
im going to get my last paycheck.
the internet is down on all the computers except the one on the 3rd floor, which my sisters use so im listening to all the music theyve downloaded, its fun. im on my 5th repeat of Don't Stop Me Now by Queen.awesome. everytime i hear it i see danielle boppin in her car with the most gigantic smile on her face. it makes me smile.
im going to get my last paycheck.