Running out of days

Nov 19, 2005 17:40

What do you do when your "best friend" implies they don't care anymore?
How can someone who knows every little detail about you, has done forever (literally) not care anymore?

Friends are meant to have ups and downs, but when you make up the other isn't meant to still ignore you. It seems that Leeds was great and things were normal, but then after (without the drink) jsut everythign changed. We spoke less and less, even when i tried I barely got any response. Ok maybe I should have tried harder, but how an you when you get nothing back. You know its hit rock bottom when you do actually maike an effort, give a smile as you pass, but you jsut get avoided, eyes in the opposite direction, head to floor.

Well thanks a fucking lot, I'm glad to see that you believe some stupid idiot over me, you can think what you like of me, but you can never say I'm a bad friend. If i was the bad friend why would I be the one who still has friends?

Deny it all you like, but everyone knows whats going on, sit away from us if you like. But when you've lost everything, who will be there then? I doubt even me anymore.

Why did I even bother. I put myself on the line made up I stopped being stubborn, which we all know is a big acheivement for me!! And I get nothing back.

What am I supposed to do/say? How can you say we don't bother? We've all tried so much, we jsut can't take it anymore.

Well good luck with your new life, we don't care either anymore
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