Here we go again
Just to get down with the lingo; theres bare shit going down in my head : P No idea why i decided to be street there.
I can't explain some of this, which means it won't make sense at all. By can't I mean not allowed, because its unfair. I know whats going on for a change, I know how I feel, Why I'm hurting, but I just can't talk to anyone about it. Everyone will say "you can talk to me" and I do know your all there, its just I don't know. Its unfair to start talking about it, it's not my place as such.
Maybe I am being paranoid, but there is a reason for someone to feel guilty. Something I would usually not see as a problem, not be upset about, he see's as a problem. There has to be something more then, something underneath, that he can't tell me. And thats the bit that makes me worry. He's not the type of person to feel guilt about things like this. He's said before he doesn't have too much of a problem with cheating etc. If so why know does he feel guilty about something so seemingly innocent. Maybe he'd want revenge.
Thats not the thing that hurts me most though. That I can't tell anyone, because its his secret, his thing to tell, and not mine. Even if it does affect me.