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I have decided that the fact that this is livejournal means that everything on here is self-indulgent and useless anyway, and so I will stop feeling guilty about not putting disclaimers to that effect. Having said that, everything on here is self-indulgent and useless anyway, and the reason I don't make every single thing on here private is because this allows the illusion that I am in fact ranting to someone, meaning that I can look on this as 'kind of getting it out of my head' rather than 'putting it on the computer to look at when I'm in a good mood so I can laugh at how silly I am.'
I feel very pointlessly angry all the time. Ostensibly angry at myself because I have no evidence that anyone in my life is doing anything bad except for me, and I do stupid things all the time. And even that is stupid because I'm not even bad enough to hate, so basically all I can think of is an impotent old man who is angry all the time and unable to do anything about it. I think I need to change something, but I haven't figured out what to do yet.
I should probably get a job, or move to Ghana or something. Actually, Ghana's looking pretty good. Except malaria sucks. Yes, definitely fuck malaria.
Norway then.
Sweet.
Don't you just love when your disclaimer is longer than anything you had actually intended to say?
I feel very pointlessly angry all the time. Ostensibly angry at myself because I have no evidence that anyone in my life is doing anything bad except for me, and I do stupid things all the time. And even that is stupid because I'm not even bad enough to hate, so basically all I can think of is an impotent old man who is angry all the time and unable to do anything about it. I think I need to change something, but I haven't figured out what to do yet.
I should probably get a job, or move to Ghana or something. Actually, Ghana's looking pretty good. Except malaria sucks. Yes, definitely fuck malaria.
Norway then.
Sweet.
Don't you just love when your disclaimer is longer than anything you had actually intended to say?