Jul 06, 2005 22:44
So many emotions flooded back.
Lauren is still the hottie I fell for, both mentally and physically lol. As if I thought that would change lol.
The memories never faded, I just carefully tucked them away, and now they are all over my mind. I am finally in a conundrum, but its not a bad thing.
I keep catching myself before I say that accursed word that starts wars and makes people's lives intertwine so gracefully strategic. Love is indeed a mystery, one that I wish I could get swept away in again. Time will tell what will be.
I got warm fuzzies again for the first time in 10 months...
I wont back down, and Ill never deny who I am and what I feel.
-=Demon=- Out