Jun 10, 2004 22:58
feelin like a cliche today. Can't decide what to do with myself as a 23 year old person. I went to barnes and noble and james and i were laughing and making fun of ourselves and the customers were all looking at us. I had a willy wonka red and white striped blouse on with ruffles everywhere and I called James an egomaniac for staring at his reflection in the window too long. AFterwards we wanted to do something else but the only place open was walmart so we opted out of that. So, here I am in the basement again but I am listening to this circusy music and its reminding me of Krista and for once I feel what all the circusness is about. I get it now. Its awesome. I feel like painting my face up like a 20 something confused clown. oh wait thats what i already am. damn it.