This guy named Mickey told me I was a "cool chick" last night at the bonfire party in Golden Glow. Normally I would assume he wanted to make out with me behind the pick-up trucks but I knew he was engaged so I wasn't scared. I have been feeling like a really " uncool chick" lately so the compliment was much needed ( Read more... )

phony suits ( Read more... )

I tried my hand at being a corporate employee. Every minute of it was painful. We watched a movie called diversity diner about black people and asian people eating at a diner. A man named Mark Powell had pit stains that made me crack up and I could not stop laughing for an unacceptable amount of time.

renouncing or denouncing. Whichever the word. In the gentlest way I am renouncing or denouncing some relationships and people and situations. I have been becoming more and more isolated over the past few months. I never thought I could live a life without constant stimulation and attention. CHanging my ink cartrige makes me feel worthwhile. ( Read more... )

Dear self ( Read more... )

I hate it. I hate working. I hate standing around pretending to wipe things. I hate the feeling of my polyester shirt rubbing my lazy skin. I hate making small talk at work and trying to be normal and having everyone look at me weird because obviously i am not normal. I found a heads up penny on the ground while i was smoking a cigarette ( Read more... )

At a halloween party there is always the guy with his face painted green sitting alone at the end of the night. I try to avoid being this guy all the time. Tonight i was invited to the haunt to 80's night. I used to go to 80's night when i was underage and I would drink tequila sunrises. I used to whisper " make it really strong" to the ( Read more... )

Here I sit, fingers perched above the keyboard like little birds waiting to make an important flight. Yes folks, I am updating my live journal. Fly, bird, fly so high ( Read more... )

strangly optimistic out of nowhere. went to hour long meditation class where teacher hit on my boyfriend the whole time. she was nice though. i cannot do any more drugs. or drink. its bad. i act like an idiot. i need stimulation of the mind. and vagina. Thats what i need! i huge vibrator and a blockbuster video rental. maybe the new ( Read more... )

The sound of a baby crying is nice to hear because its my sister's little bundle of cuteness. His head grew bigger than it was last week. everything this baby does is great- even when he pukes i love it.