fuck I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself... I hate MyselF!!!!!
yeah...
I'm an idiot... I'm fat and insecure... and desperate for love... and I'm fucking retarded.... I shouldn't have fucked gene... I still haven't gotten my bridge done... I think I'll end up getting it next friday not the one coming up but the one after... umm.. I haven't seen gene in 4 days.... last time I talked to him was sunday and he was "sick" and we only talked for a few minutes... I hate silence... it causes me to overanalyze... yeah I fucking hate over analyzing... tomorrow warped... yay! music... hopefully I will forget the shit that clouds my mind and drives me to depression! fuck yeah I'm seeing mxpx! and underoath... and the bled! and many many others...
Yeah amy lives...
my fourth of july sucked...
I love amber!
I know I'm an idiot... and I fucking knew better... but I'm at the point where I can't help but drown out reason...
this is me realizing! this is my recognizing! this is me!
no one loves me! someone fucking call me sometime!!!
<3
Ruby
oh I love shakira.... old shakira... "tu" is one of the best songs evah!
I'm an idiot... I'm fat and insecure... and desperate for love... and I'm fucking retarded.... I shouldn't have fucked gene... I still haven't gotten my bridge done... I think I'll end up getting it next friday not the one coming up but the one after... umm.. I haven't seen gene in 4 days.... last time I talked to him was sunday and he was "sick" and we only talked for a few minutes... I hate silence... it causes me to overanalyze... yeah I fucking hate over analyzing... tomorrow warped... yay! music... hopefully I will forget the shit that clouds my mind and drives me to depression! fuck yeah I'm seeing mxpx! and underoath... and the bled! and many many others...
Yeah amy lives...
my fourth of july sucked...
I love amber!
I know I'm an idiot... and I fucking knew better... but I'm at the point where I can't help but drown out reason...
this is me realizing! this is my recognizing! this is me!
no one loves me! someone fucking call me sometime!!!
<3
Ruby
oh I love shakira.... old shakira... "tu" is one of the best songs evah!