Wear your heart like it`s a tattoo
Tonight`s the bro-down!
It`s something that my old friends used to have.
There`s like 20 of us & we have it at the biggest house, whoever`s that is, & each person HAS to atleast invite 1 other person that isn`t apart of the group of 20. It could be a new person or not, whatever. It happens every other month & I`ve missed a year of it. I`m happy I have though.
It`s actually pretty scary being there. There`s tons of drinks, drugs & sex going on. A bunch of my older friends had connections & junk so they got a junk load of coke, LSD, acid & all that kinds of shit. Guess what they did? Yeah, all of it & once I walked in a room with like 4 people &, umm, ew! Yeah *shivers*.
That was when I was like 15 & I was one of the youngest people there. Seriously, I don`t know what the hell I was thinking to attend something like that, geez. I just wanna go tonight because I haven`t seen those people in over a year & they`d get such a kick knowing I`m edge. It starts @ 10, but even going there, I`d get there at like 10:30 since it`s in L.A.
EDIT::: While I`m sitting here waiting for my blonde hair to be turned to brown, I`ll update my night. It turns out James & Daniel drive 1 1/2 hours just to see me & beg me to go to the bro down. Of coarse I said no because I needed a longer break then seeing those addicts. James comes in my room & tells me if he were straight, he`d do Kris. It`s weird because he is gay & has never said that about any girl before haha. They take e to Denny`s & we have a blast. They`re actually proud of me for getting my head on straight. yay. I come home to make sure my mom`s asleep & I go back out to the point where Dan & I used to go when he was having troubles, you know, just to talk about shit. It turned out to be pretty fucking emotional, but a pretty good night. Except some bad news came from James` side & Dan`s parents are sending him to live with his Aunt somewhere in Sweden, because they wanna set him straight. It`s cool cuz my aunt lives there too so we can visit when i go there :]. I miss everything about my old friends. I really do, but oh well, better safe than not right.