Jan 14, 2008 22:35
It doesn't seem fair that my mom fought for me but her mom doesn't. It doesn't seem fair.
Yeah I went through a lot of shit in my life. I was hit, kicked, yelled at, abused. My mom fought for me. Hers doesn't. It just doesn't seem fair.
He treats her like shit. Even as an adult. Even when she just goes home for a visit. To see her mother. The one who should have protected her, but didn't. The one who still doesn't The one who still takes his side. It doesn't seem fair. It's not.
The things that he did to her. The things that he still says to her. The abuse that he inflicts on her. It's just not right. Her mother should stick up for her. Her mother should fight for her. Her mother should have left him. But she didn't.
She has more forgiveness in her heart than I do b/c I do not think I could forgive my mother if she didn't stick up for me through the unthinkable things that this man inflicted upon this once innocent little girl who is now all grown up but still going through the abuse just to visit her mother.
This little girl has a bigger, better heart than I have.