Nov 13, 2007 22:27
There has been talk that there may be layoffs at work. There are ways talk of layoffs at work. There is talk that we will not get a raise come the end of the year. I'm tired of the talk. I'm tired of working harder than everyone else. I'm tired of caring when no one else does.
I get to work 10 minutes early every day so that I can take a look at what needs to be done that day. Most everyone else comes in right on time or even a few minutes late. They spend 20 minutes just turning on their computer (I leave mine on b/c they load slowly) I prefer to do my job correctly. They don't care, as long as they can get out of work on time and take all of their breaks, they don't give a shit.
This irritates me. And you probably wonder why I don't just do what all of the others do. Just sit around and fuck everything up. Why do I care? I actually cause myself chest pain b/c I'm doing the work of at least two people. And the reason that I do all of this, is simply b/c this is who I am. A perfectionist. I don't want to FUCK UP. I don't want to be JUST LIKE THEM. Even if no one notices.