vice day
beat the shit out of me.
i can't believe we finally talked. despite whatever ambguity existed in our conversation, it's obvious that it's still a bit of a problem.
she called it an acknowledgement. then we pushed right up to the line and all i wanted to do was step over. even though nothing happened, we both knew how wrong those feelings were in the context of the situation and we both had guiltly looks on our faces for an hour after.
is this situation ever going to pass?
i feel like such an asshole.
i don't want to feel this way.