i'm looking for you. i called your number but i can't get through.
turkish coffee and cigarettes.
yesterday was the first and probably last truly eventful day i've had all break.
- went to blue line and made a dent in bukowski shorts.
- picked up kevin and went to aroma's to visit kathleen.
- had a photoshoot with the mac. 50 photos and 2 videos later = great memories.
- went to amsterdam for lunch.
- bemis gallery to see all too real faces of cancer patients.
- bikram. not so crazy about the instructor, but the feeling of dripping sweat was refreshing. may have to put money aside to make it a monthly thing...
- helped kevin close up shop.
- went to golden gunk. not even close to being what goo was, but we made the best of it and i enjoyed myself.
an eventful day followed by a not-so-eventful friday. i'm manning the shop right now. it's been pretty dead all day, despite the "warm" day (24 degrees).
now i'm back to step one... trying to figure out what to do for the rest of the day. i'm considering going to the parent's house and getting my packages. one new hard-drive and 4 new pairs of heels. could also pick up all of chris' old cds and sell them at homer's for a little pocket cash.
tonight is girl talk. pre-gaming at kathleen's. i'm excited to dance for a second night in a row. need to get it out of my system before school starts.
[last night as kevin and i were leaving the waiting room, he poked me on the shoulder. it took me by surprise. i saw his friend dan dancing, but figured he wasn't there. we were dancing on stage the entire night, and the blinding lights made it hard to decipher who else was in the room. i had no reason to go to the bar, so maybe that's why i never saw him.
i sent him a text when i got home. "sorry i didn't know you were there. i would've stayed longer." "no worries" was his reply 20 minutes later.
as i struggled to fall asleep for the remainder of the night, i had to fight back the urge to ask him to come over. why?
why was the urge so strong last night to be in the same bed with him, when we can barely speak to each other nowadays.
no need to question. i just have to ignore it. but a portion of me does want to be with him, other than distantly at blue line, before school starts on tuesday.
i have a good feeling that it won't happen. probably for the best.]
yesterday was the first and probably last truly eventful day i've had all break.
- went to blue line and made a dent in bukowski shorts.
- picked up kevin and went to aroma's to visit kathleen.
- had a photoshoot with the mac. 50 photos and 2 videos later = great memories.
- went to amsterdam for lunch.
- bemis gallery to see all too real faces of cancer patients.
- bikram. not so crazy about the instructor, but the feeling of dripping sweat was refreshing. may have to put money aside to make it a monthly thing...
- helped kevin close up shop.
- went to golden gunk. not even close to being what goo was, but we made the best of it and i enjoyed myself.
an eventful day followed by a not-so-eventful friday. i'm manning the shop right now. it's been pretty dead all day, despite the "warm" day (24 degrees).
now i'm back to step one... trying to figure out what to do for the rest of the day. i'm considering going to the parent's house and getting my packages. one new hard-drive and 4 new pairs of heels. could also pick up all of chris' old cds and sell them at homer's for a little pocket cash.
tonight is girl talk. pre-gaming at kathleen's. i'm excited to dance for a second night in a row. need to get it out of my system before school starts.
[last night as kevin and i were leaving the waiting room, he poked me on the shoulder. it took me by surprise. i saw his friend dan dancing, but figured he wasn't there. we were dancing on stage the entire night, and the blinding lights made it hard to decipher who else was in the room. i had no reason to go to the bar, so maybe that's why i never saw him.
i sent him a text when i got home. "sorry i didn't know you were there. i would've stayed longer." "no worries" was his reply 20 minutes later.
as i struggled to fall asleep for the remainder of the night, i had to fight back the urge to ask him to come over. why?
why was the urge so strong last night to be in the same bed with him, when we can barely speak to each other nowadays.
no need to question. i just have to ignore it. but a portion of me does want to be with him, other than distantly at blue line, before school starts on tuesday.
i have a good feeling that it won't happen. probably for the best.]