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part of me hopes that letter is for me. all of me knows it is for someone else.
we kissed last night for the first time since like the 10th of dec. not that i know the exact date, i just know that things went down hill around finals times. today i feel things are awkward, but really it could just be me that felt awkward. i tend to project my feelings upon everyone in the situation.
i want to believe that if she didn't want to, she wouldn't have had. i don't really know.
i smoked myself retarded last night to the point of almost puking.
fun times
we kissed last night for the first time since like the 10th of dec. not that i know the exact date, i just know that things went down hill around finals times. today i feel things are awkward, but really it could just be me that felt awkward. i tend to project my feelings upon everyone in the situation.
i want to believe that if she didn't want to, she wouldn't have had. i don't really know.
i smoked myself retarded last night to the point of almost puking.
fun times