greenemackie: in fact, now... i think i am spending more of my time trying NOT to think about it than i am actually thinking about it. and im not sure how healthy that is.
OfBedlam: I guess try a meditative thought process on this, and just let it all unwind until you have the coils of tangled thoughts laid out in perfect lines like a field of labeled vegetables
greenemackie: hhhaahahah
OfBedlam: I was half serious
greenemackie: and i was half taking you seriously
OfBedlam: so we've got a quarter of an idea through lol
here's what's up:
- seven days until my birthday. get me something pretty. and nice. no, im kidding about it being nice. it just has to be pretty.
- i miss john being here. he should be here all the time. (move back conafay.) and i love your pictures. (PROTECT YOURSELF CAMIE). i cant wait until february 9th, for more reasons than one.
- this christmas break has been amazing. i swear i have never been around more people that i love at one time. especially the people on sunday night. it was greating being in such good company.
- this semester, even though it is school, should be awesome. i have four easy classes, three of which i should enjoy. two of which i should enjoy thoroughly. one of which....nothing.
- i think my new years resolution will to be to quit thinking so much about the things i cant control. i havent decided. and i really actually hate new years resolutions. so i think that i wont have one at all.
- i have officially decided that my dreams are worthless. WORTHLESS. i think my dreams serve no purpose in my life, except to piss me off and make me wonder if they will come true. who knows, we'll just have to see.
- i feel a heartbreak coming on...for more people than one
you are the reoccuring kind
you never really leave my mind