May 19, 2006 00:48
this summer is gonna be sooo different than last summer..
&& the summer before that..i think?
i miss all the people i used to hang out with...
it was all of us last summer, and i think they are still all pretty much friends...
but im pretty sure jessi doesnt hang out with all of the boys like that really anymore, either
it kinda stopped with me after we stopped being friends...
for some reason im thinking about that alot lately..&& i dunno why.
i used to think i'd talk to them all through highschool
i was scared to lose them as my friends
i hate how ppl drift apart like that
&& sooner or later it'll happen with me && eddie..
& now im scared of that too.
just a part of high school i guess?