lights will guide you home
well, i'm lying in my bed looking around at my empty room and i can't help but think about how much my life is about to change. this is one of the last nights i will be sleeping in "my" bed. this room isn't going to be "my" room anymore. and pretty soon this house isn't going to be my "home" anymore. kind of depressing..
so i leave for college in less than a day. i'll admit that i am scared shitless. i'm sort of afraid of this enormous change. i'm afraid to grow up. part of me is still yearning to be a kid again. part of me doesn't want to leave my mom and dad. and a huge part of me doesn't want to leave my home. i sort of like it here.
this summer has been an amazing one. i'm really gonna miss it and my friends and all of the wonderful memories we have made. girls, i love you all to pieces. i'm going to miss you. i'm going to miss "us". i know we will all do fine and go out into the world and have amazing careers and meet amazing husbands and have amazing kids and just have AMAZING lives. just remember one thing. stay true to who you are and NEVER forget where you came from and all the people who have helped you get there. i love you all dearly...
so i leave for college in less than a day. i'll admit that i am scared shitless. i'm sort of afraid of this enormous change. i'm afraid to grow up. part of me is still yearning to be a kid again. part of me doesn't want to leave my mom and dad. and a huge part of me doesn't want to leave my home. i sort of like it here.
this summer has been an amazing one. i'm really gonna miss it and my friends and all of the wonderful memories we have made. girls, i love you all to pieces. i'm going to miss you. i'm going to miss "us". i know we will all do fine and go out into the world and have amazing careers and meet amazing husbands and have amazing kids and just have AMAZING lives. just remember one thing. stay true to who you are and NEVER forget where you came from and all the people who have helped you get there. i love you all dearly...