congratuations class of 2005
"if everything could ever feel this REAL forever, if everything could ever be this GOOD again..."
well, it's my graduation day. i don't really know what to think. i'm scared and nervous and excited and ready to shit my pants all at the same time. it's sad to think that in just a few short hours i won't be a kid again. in a few short months i'll move out of my house and it will never be my "home" again. after tonight, nothing will EVER be the same. friends will drift away, and new ones will be made. memories will fade from all the good times we've had and will soon become those memories that you forgot ALL about, and when you remember them you get that warm feeling inside and a smile appears on your face. i will miss all the laughs and the tears, the fights and the GREAT times. i miss the "four" of us and the times we spent. i'll miss the teachers and the times we got in trouble. i'll miss the f's on tests and the a's. for 13 years this is all i have EVER known. it's just like...what am i going to do with myself now?
yesterday we watched the senior video. there was a picture of me, kita, julie, and holly from one of the first times we ever hung out. i couldn't help but cry. we've all changed SO much. we were little naive girls in that picture. now, we're women. it feels so weird to say that. but it's the truth no matter how much i want to reject my adulthood. but change is inevitable. now i can look back on high school and think of all of the wonderful people i have met. all the laughs i have had. all the friends i have made. all the amazing thing each person has to offer. all the stories i have heard..some more than once lol. you all have helped shape me into the person i am today. thanks.
to the class of 2005, good luck to all of you. i will miss you greatly...
well, it's my graduation day. i don't really know what to think. i'm scared and nervous and excited and ready to shit my pants all at the same time. it's sad to think that in just a few short hours i won't be a kid again. in a few short months i'll move out of my house and it will never be my "home" again. after tonight, nothing will EVER be the same. friends will drift away, and new ones will be made. memories will fade from all the good times we've had and will soon become those memories that you forgot ALL about, and when you remember them you get that warm feeling inside and a smile appears on your face. i will miss all the laughs and the tears, the fights and the GREAT times. i miss the "four" of us and the times we spent. i'll miss the teachers and the times we got in trouble. i'll miss the f's on tests and the a's. for 13 years this is all i have EVER known. it's just like...what am i going to do with myself now?
yesterday we watched the senior video. there was a picture of me, kita, julie, and holly from one of the first times we ever hung out. i couldn't help but cry. we've all changed SO much. we were little naive girls in that picture. now, we're women. it feels so weird to say that. but it's the truth no matter how much i want to reject my adulthood. but change is inevitable. now i can look back on high school and think of all of the wonderful people i have met. all the laughs i have had. all the friends i have made. all the amazing thing each person has to offer. all the stories i have heard..some more than once lol. you all have helped shape me into the person i am today. thanks.
to the class of 2005, good luck to all of you. i will miss you greatly...