I hope so...
So. I got wellbutrin from my doctor today. I'm trying again to fix whatever is chemically wrong with me. Prozac seemed to work back when, but it wasn't my idea to take it, so I pulled myself off. Now it's my choice. I'm just not a happy person...and nothing I do or tell myself is changing that.
He chose wellbutrin(XL actually) because it's more geared towards my kind of depression. (and for everyone who thinks depression means "HOMG I CUTZ MYSLEFZ AND DIEZ!" yeah. no. I have never had a suicidal tendency, so no need for you to tell me to get help or whatnot in that area) My depression is a constant feeling of lethargy and inability to start on important things. I'm just down all the time.
So I hope it works. This is a good thing.
In sadder news...I've got some intestinal thing and I'm not allowed to eat MOST of what's going to be on the table tomorrow. I MAY ignore the doctor for gravy and pie. I mean...shit. it's pie.
In happier news...I'm gonna switch my major from Animation: Games to Animation: Visual Development. It's going to mean more actual drawing and less 3D animation (which I haven't gotten to yet anyway.) Drawing concepts is more my thing than making riggings and skins and moving joints for hours on end. ^__^ I'm excited.
So really...I'm having a good time lately. Life is good. I know life is good. Now as long as the meds work....I'll actually believe what I know to be true. -dances away-
He chose wellbutrin(XL actually) because it's more geared towards my kind of depression. (and for everyone who thinks depression means "HOMG I CUTZ MYSLEFZ AND DIEZ!" yeah. no. I have never had a suicidal tendency, so no need for you to tell me to get help or whatnot in that area) My depression is a constant feeling of lethargy and inability to start on important things. I'm just down all the time.
So I hope it works. This is a good thing.
In sadder news...I've got some intestinal thing and I'm not allowed to eat MOST of what's going to be on the table tomorrow. I MAY ignore the doctor for gravy and pie. I mean...shit. it's pie.
In happier news...I'm gonna switch my major from Animation: Games to Animation: Visual Development. It's going to mean more actual drawing and less 3D animation (which I haven't gotten to yet anyway.) Drawing concepts is more my thing than making riggings and skins and moving joints for hours on end. ^__^ I'm excited.
So really...I'm having a good time lately. Life is good. I know life is good. Now as long as the meds work....I'll actually believe what I know to be true. -dances away-