Pregnancy Blues

Oct 17, 2005 18:34

Last week, one of my closest boy buds called me using his girlfriend's phone.
"Angel!!!" He was crying. "She's pregnant."
My tears fell. I knew it. I had a gutfeel and couldn't sleep the entire weekend. I knew something was coming.

It's funny coz my gutfeel led to the horrifying thought that I might be pregnant.
Maybe the condom tore while we were having sex. Maybe we weren't safe enough.
I bought a pregnancy test and everything. But I never used it. I was too chickenshit.
And there it was. She was pregnant.

I told them to come over.
We talked. And talked. And talked.
She wants to kill it. He says he'll support her whatever her decision is.
I know she's not ready for the responsibility of being a mother and she's not good with kids. But I know he will make an amazing dad. And I know that he knows that, too.
And I don't give a fuck about her decision.
The fact of the matter is, that that kid is half my guy friend's. And I will not sit here and watch her kill it only because she doesn't want her parents to find out about her stupidity.

You always have sex without condoms. You weren't responsible in being safe. Deal with the consequences.
It's your fault. Whether it's stupidity or ignorance, I don't give a shit.
Abortion = Murder!
I hope you die along with your kid, if you decide to abort it. It's just not right. It's just not fair.

I have this guy friend, Jayson, whom I looove to bits.
His mum was pregnant with him at sixteen. If she had aborted him the way you plan to abort yours, my lovable Son would not be around. Think about it. And do the right thing..... for once.

Hell, my dad offered to adopt the kid coz he sees that boy bud of mine like his own son.
If my dad would sacrifice everything for your kid, I'd think you'd do the same.
What kind of a human being are you?
Do you even have a heart left after all these years?
Prove it.

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