I SAW THE BACKSTREET BOYS LAST NIGHT. IT WAS THE CULMINATION OF A LIFETIME OF FANGIRLING. BSB and Leo D were the first people I had crushes on. I felt like an 8 year old again, and I certainly screamed like one. They were so flawless. They look and sound better than ever. 21 years on and they're still damn awesome, I don't care what anyone says. I ( Read more... )

I'm starting to force myself to do things even though (or specifically because) they scare me. Because I can't just let my anxiety ruin my life. I'm trying. That counts for something, right?

I LOVE STAMPEDE.

Calgarian, born and raised, and I still go every year.

Festivals make me so happy.

Pizza on a stick, frozen lemonade, coke stage shows, fireworks, sexy sexy men everywhere... yeah baby, these 10 days are some of my favourite days of the year :)

So I was worrying about how I'd be spending the next few weeks, since  I changed my availability for work for June and not May, meaning I'll have a month with no school, limited shifts, and the vast majority of my friends either working full time or taking spring classes ( Read more... )

Ahhh. Sitting in bed after work with a nice cup of tea and a new (for me at least) episode of Doctor Who :)
Right now everything is right with the world.

Argh. This always happens.
I want to go to the party tonight and be social and cheer up.
But it feels like so much effort...when I could just curl up in bed.

I really really suck at focussing ( Read more... )

I'm noticing that Christmas is a hell of a lot more bearable when I just pretend like it's any other day.

Fuck though, when I have my own family I am for sure doing the whole shebang. It's gonna be like Christmas week, jam packed with every festive thing possible.

Because for now, it's a struggle to not sleep away the day.

I tried to change my nose ring for the first time and couldn't get it back in and now it's healed back over. For some fucked up reason, I'm crying about it, maybe cos I'm on my period and I'm just so damn stressed about my entire black hole of a life ( Read more... )

Everything costs money and I hate it all.

Ugh. Fucking RBC and paypal and online shopping.

Fuck me.