In Twelve Different Directions....
Clifford and I went on a really nice walk yesterday that took us from downtown Corvallis to Avery Park....we saw lots of fun graffiti, cute puppies, and wound up in a beautiful rose garden around dusk. He's applied for a few jobs in the Seattle area, which suprised me, but...I can't deny that I'm also ecstatic about it. It's been nice to spend some time with someone who seems to have so much of their shit together. I could worry about everything swirling around me so fast, but I'd rather just embrace how I feel right now and ignore the mental warnings that tell me it's going to explode in my face in so many weeks, months, or years. This cynical nonsense stops NOW! I feel good! Yeah!
Today was all sunshine and rainbows. I got a really nice note from Andrew in the mail today...I still feel rather shitty about what happened (see: me being a fuckhead) between us. But I suppose it's nice to know there's still some hope there, as far as being able to be friends goes.
Today was all sunshine and rainbows. I got a really nice note from Andrew in the mail today...I still feel rather shitty about what happened (see: me being a fuckhead) between us. But I suppose it's nice to know there's still some hope there, as far as being able to be friends goes.