bleeked out (potential only goes so far)

[uncorrelated]

no feel good. very tired, even though i did nothing. i hate those bad feelings inside and so generally try to ignore them, either by playing some addictive little game or losing myself and staring into space. i try to avoid those painful thoughts as, well there painful. im such a nice person supposedly, but then im not a good person. the

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[amyakieran]

and hahah the spider's body seems important to tell you too. it had a very huge abdomen... and looked kinda like this:


but darker brown and the abdomen was pointer.

hahaha and while searching for photos, i found this really great image:

[amyakieran]

i'm actually terrified of spiders but actually really enjoyed trying to find the image to match what i saw in that dream. what freaks me out about spiders is their legs!! UGH!! = hugs.
hehe. yeah. //end.craziness.

[amyakieran]

**excuse my horrid english. i mean ARE not IS
"what freaks me out about spiders isare their legs!!"