is this what you call a life
so, i continue. found some fly agaric. wonder how it is. do you say no? i usually dont. much to downer for me. i want to feel what i can feel. most people are much more ambivalent about feeling. at least i think so. and i got my father and sister coming this weekend. and undead formal. what shall i do. was thinking of going totlaly sleep deprived, messed up so that it looked like i was was the walking dead. mabe few makeups. what designates a life? not life, a life. is it doing things independendatly, or fun, or something others would like to do, or useful, or meaningful or just yourself. stupid definitions. lets throw them out the metaphorical window and start using more grunts. and gropes. much simpler. with some culinary arets studetns.