no need to worry about everything I've done
live every second like it was my last oneI think that I'm going to give up on the stress of trying to become a full-time writer. (that is unless I can marry someone really rich. Or inherit lots of money. Or win the lottery ( Read more... )

a little while ago that I haven't been talking to Jesus at all lately. Like the entirety of this semester.

Maybe that's why my life sucks? no, not maybe.

how do you expect me to breathe with no air?

you looked into my life and never stopped and you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple yet so beautiful and you recite my words right back to me before I even speak you let me know
I am understood

oh Jesus. please make things right.

because you live with your heart and not your head.

let me embrace salvation

I want to know I'm more than what everyone thinks I am.

I want to mean something.

I'm tired of taking life for granted, and being dead to the world.
I don't care if I'm emo, at least I'm not a zombie.

I'm living on the surface, not looking too deep because I'm scared.

You raise me up to more than I can be.

I haven't so much as really prayed in I don't know how long. I still know the joy of a little child's laugh, but I can't find the simple grace I used to see in the world.

I don't really talk to anyone about what I'm feeling anymore.

I am ( Read more... )