Aug 13, 2005 19:33
i have discovered that often when i think about home and people back there i feel like its not home anymore...i don't know how to re-connect with that part of my life because things have become so different for me in the last year...sometimes i get the suddent urge to just haul ass back to the states so i can have that sort of network of familiarity again, but I know thats not the right thing to do for me...I admire people who can put their roots down somewhere...i lack that skill entirely...
on lighter notes and lighter heads, i got very drunk last night out in Haeundae Beach and ended up in the freezing ass water sometime around sunrise this morning...mike and i consumed a whole hell of a lot of whiskey, one night of drinking a week is enough for me...shit, i am old...lovely evening tho...
oh Whiskeytown, when will you get back together?
last night was illuminating for me...figured out that this girl that i was a bit smitten with is really cool, but only in small doses, shes not the brightest star in the sky if you get me...why does anyone ever date?...three relationships in my lifetime and i am spent on that notion, but they were three stellar learning experiences and three steller human beings...
thank god this internet cafe lets you download porn....
baby i'm bad news, i'm just bad news, bad news, bad news....