waves to 20
this day last year i was sitting under a tree, on top of the tarp i couldn't remember how to set up, probably crying and talking to the plants [on solo for orientation]. today i have decided to part with 20 mostly by myself, in honor of this aloneness (but not always loneliness) that i tend to feel around my birthday. this is being done with the company of writing, tea, music, cleaning, and homework all day.