leaving
suddenly i am terrified and crying and do not want to leave my sister in her bed sleeping. i feel like i am making one of her fears come true; when she wakes up i will be gone. she starts high school today. last night we cried together and i slept in her bed with her and listened to her tell me how much she is going to miss me. i cried with my mom and my brother told me he loved me. i woke up crying and can't stop.